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Dan eating brownie.

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courtneyislikecool:

Every day I wake up and forget to put socks on then spend 2 hours feeling cold and miserable before putting socks on before making lunch 
idk why I forget to put on socks.

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bagmilk:

there’s a joke on the back of every food

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just-another-teenage-dirt-bag:

thelocalheroes:

danyouphilip:

the-girl-at-the-rockshow:

danyouphilip:

This may be triggering
Listen to it with the song above

”Hey, Phil. I’m sorry that’s it’s been a long time since I last visited you, like 2 months and I know, I know that I’ve promised you that I will try my best to visit you as much as possible…but things have been hard” Dan said with his voice almost breaking as he spoke and his soft, brown eyes staring down at the grave stone which read ‘Here Lay’s Philip Michael Lester, his memory will forever live on as he was special to many in this world. Rest In Peace. January 30th 1987 - August 5th 2015’. Dan sat him self down next to his bestfriends head stone and started to fiddle with his fingers and began to speak. ”I miss you so much, Phil. No one really understands, no matter how much they try to. You were the only bestfriend I’ve ever had. Ever since the day I finally plucked up the courage to talk to you on twitter after watching your videos and fangirling over you as a teenager, I knew that you were the one. The one who will stay by my side and be with me. When  we decided to finally meet up in Manchester and hang out for a few days, I was so nervous. I was actually meeting the person who I’ve had countless hours of skype call’s and phone calls with and the person who inspired me to create videos of my own by encouraging and convincing me to in person. I was literally so happy when I clicked ‘Buy’ on the ticket buying website and I had some kind of smile plastered on my face, it was those kinds of smiles when you feel as if you’ve made the best decisions in your life. Meeting you was the best thing that’s ever happened to me. When I first saw your face when I arrived at the Manchester train station, you were standing and your beautiful blue eyes were covered by your black hair as you looked down at your phone. I tried so hard not to be so nervous and finally called out your name. You looked up at me and I walked towards you, desperately wanting to hug you but thinking ‘hmm, better not as he might find it weird’, but then you hugged me! Your arms wrapped around me and I felt comfort as I was inside them and I lifted up mine too and hugged you back and sighed with relief. We then wondered about, talking about everything and anything and went to the apple store to take the ‘first Phan photo’ as the phandom likes to call it and posted online. I remember when we were laughing so much and trying to not look like weirdos whilst posing in front of the camera to take it for 10 minutes. We wondered around a bit more and then we went to the sky bar at the Hilton Hotel and watched the sunset as we were sitting there and gazing at it. After the two days of meeting you ended, I went home and I smiled all the way through the 5 hours journey home back to Berkshire. A few weeks later, we finally met again. I was so happy. We stayed at your house for a week as your family was away and filmed our first collab video together, which was amazingly fun to do. Staying round yours was amazing even though we made a..mess one night. It was hands down one of the best weeks I’ve ever had. We kept seeing each other a lot and I’ve been incredibly happy through out those past months. I remember when we went to the sky bar again and you actually bought me a £2000 meal. I liked to think of that day as our 1 month anniversary date and I still do. My gap year was ending and I had to go back to university but then I dropped out after a year due to the stress. You needed a flat mate and I needed a place to stay. So then we agreed to be flat mates and I literally couldn’t believe it. Most people dream of this, to live with the person they’ve looked up to and practically idolize and I’ve done it. We done more collab videos and we became Dan and Phil. I remember going to Vegas to celebrate my 21st birthday and I was excited to be able to buy cocktails without having you to buy them for me. And don’t worry, Phil. I’ve stil not uploaded the Vegas video that the Phandom kept asking for because what happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas. I remember going to the reading festival with you and fangirling because MUSE were playing our favourite album ever, Origin Of Symmetry LIVE on stage.I remember starting the super amazing project with you and then being asked by BBCR1 if we’d like to go to the Edinburgh festival and then do a 2 hour Christmas show on Christmas day in 2011 and we were like ‘Hell YEAH!’. In 2012 we were asked again to do another Christmas Radio show and it was announced in November that we’d have our own show which starts in January and I remember us moving to London too, where it took us about 3 months to finally get everything put together and settled. Oh yeah, remember when we won that Sony Golden Headphones challenge in May 2013? Yeah, we were literally speechless. Also, when we went to the Reading Festival not as the audience…but as the freaking presenters. I remember everything Phil. Every single memory that we had, even if I’ve not said it now” Dan stopped speaking and looked at the grave with his eyes red and filled with tears as they trickled down his cheeks. He took a deep breath and gulped and began to speak again. ”The radio show has been named the Dan show now…it was hard but it had to be done. Everyone misses you. There’s not that happy and cheerful vibe anymore and I can’t go up without feeling my chest aching. I miss you so much Phil, It’s unreal. I owe my life to you and it should have been me who died, not you. You didn’t deserve it. If only it wasn’t drunk that night and you didn’t push me out of the way in front of the moving truck to save me, you would have been alive. It’s all my fault, Phil and I love you. And I will never stop loving you. Ever.” Dan got up and placed the flowers against the head stone and looked down at it. ”See you soon, Phil”. He whispered and walked away without looking back. 

~2 weeks later~

25 year old BBCR1 DJ and internet star, Dan Howell, was found dead in his London apartment after overdosing on pills. 
He will be missed as he was loved by so many people and he will rest in peace. 

He has left a note which read out ‘I’m with him.’



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THE END. SORRY GUYS FOR ENDING IT LIKE THAT. WOOPS

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IF SOMEONE COULD TELL ME HOW TO ADD THE READ MORE THING SO IT DOESN’T CLOG UP THE DASHBOARD, IT’D BE GREAT TY ILY 

i don’t cry over fanfics much but thIS BROKE ME 
WHY DID U dO THIS I FCUKGIN JASDFDSJGUDSGFKJSD 

i aM SO SORRY. 

i fucKING KNEW EVERYONE WOULD LOVE THIS WHAT DID I SAY ITS SO GREAT

sorry but this phanfic had me in tears…. IM A FUCKING EMOTIONAL MESS, WHY DID YOU DO THIS?! OMFG NO im still sobbing…

i found it again and im gonna cry ^^^^

Fuck there’s my evening down the drain

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hellsreject:

What do you mean he’s 26 years old?

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onlyoutube:

Favorite YouTubers of all times (in no particular order): danisnotonfire

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arithefangirl:

“Mr P. Lester”

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